Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose up to 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
This would be difficult. I'm not sure if i can find 25 random things to say about myself... Well here goes:
1. I used to sleep on my left side only. Then pimples started growing on 1 side of my face. So now, i've learnt to sleep on both sides.
2. There are times when i'm so tired i sleep on 1 side the whole night long and when i wake up, the hand which i've been sleeping on (usually left ;-p) is so numb and deprived of blood flow that i can swing my arm around like a bolster!!
3. Once in a long while, i drool when i sleep (god knows who i must be dreaming of ;-p)
4. I'm a big fan of football, but yet i'm not really good at it. On the other hand, I'm not that big of a badminton fan but I play better than average.
5. When i go into the washroom, i usually head for the urinal somehwere in the middle, and preferably doesn't have piss all under and around the urinal (bad aiming!!)
6. I hate people who don't press the flush button after urinating in the urinal, esp those that doesn't have the infra-red detector. Idiots!!!
7. People can tell that i'm sad or about to cry. And they are right. its written all over my face. No wonder i suck at poker...
8. I still wear pyjamas when i go to sleep. Well it used to be everyday, now well, still more often than not lah...
9. I've only had 1 girlfriend so far, but I ain't complaining. It took me 24 years to find her and in the end, I realised I didn't have to find her. She was there all along.
10. I was destined to meet her cause i gave up other higher paying job offers (with maybe better prospects LOL!!) to work in this company where she works as well.
11. I left my previous job for money first, and the challenges second. It's unfortunate since i really loved my old job. I left because of necessity, not because i wanted to. Thank god the people in my new company are just as fun :-)
12. I majored in Business Law and Economics, and my first job was to write wills and distribute deceased people's assets (called estate administration. And I was the "Executor") and now my second job is market research for FMCG. Not really related, as some people may say, but i like to diversify. Oh did I also mention I already finished my Certificate in Financial Planning (CFP) when in my 1st year of work? Well, i'm not in that industry now either!!!
13. I used to pass notes, write on Post-its, send email, sms to her (in No. 9) eventhough she was within earshot! ;-p Wait, we even had lots of the non-verbal signals to signify certain things... I still do the "Pop" sound with my lower lip ;-p
14. Our first "song" together I can say, would be Atilia's Selalu Denganmu, followed by Colbie Callait's Bubbly. We have since, had many other songs but I will always remember these 2. In fact, the most recent song that evokes strong emotions is Ady's Izinkanlah.
15. I drive a relatively brand new white Myvi, which I never wanted in the first place. People ask me if I pay for the car installments. The answer is no. It was a poor substitute. i wanted to buy a house on my own. All i got was a free car :-(.
16. The above statement may make me seem like a spoilt kid, but I wanted to buy the apartment for rental purposes. Now i have a depreciating asset which will not generate any income for me (unless i convert it into a taxi). And i do not plan to convert it into a taxi. Yes, i'm a financial planner...
17. I'm a big Manchester United fan, but my 1st MU jersey with name on it has Rooney printed on the back... I currently have 5 MU jerseys (6 cause of of them is reversible) and 1 MU T-shirt (courtesy of Cindy:-)
18. I won't say when I lost my virginity (if it is even lost ;-p) but i can tell you when i had my 1st kiss. When i was 24 years old. Location: KL Sentral car park (I know, i know, not romantic). I'm not those ppl who likes to get intimate in public parks!!! it was an unintentional one at that! I think i was conned into it ;-p!!
19. My 1st best friend (not that i have had a 2nd best friend) is currently working in Hong Kong for one of the biggest investment banks in the world! I'm extremely proud of him yet envious at the same time.
20. Yet i can brag to him that i have represented my school team in football, not him. I have 2 caps to show for. Although I have to admit he was a better player than me (at that time) he got passed over while i was selected. The only reason why i was selected was because i was one of the few who could kick with my left foot (thanks to worshipping Ryan Giggs).
21. I miss every1 that used to work in my old company and the times we used to have together. The genting trip, the many breakfasts, lunches and dinners we had together. Watching "Transformers" together and other movies (Transformers 2 will be out soon. We should plan to meet and catch the movie together just for old times' sake). Going to Pangkor about slightly more than a year ago. It was like a honeymoon with lots of friends!!
21. I'm always organising gatehring and holidays for me and my friends. It's tiring and frustrating, but when it happens and every1 has a great time, I really happy. Although I'm usually more reserved with a huge crowd (eventhough we are all friends), i just enjoy sitting there and absorbing all that camaderie :-)
22. Both my hands can hardly touch each other if i were to try and stretch them from the back. Neither can i touch my toes (althoug going for Pilates and Hatha Yoga has made it less painful to stretch towards them).
23. I love golf. But its expensive to play. I wished I could play full time like a pro. I'm certain i can be quite a decent player if only i started when i was younger. I beleive i have the talent to make it in this sport ;-p
24. I love my new bed. it cost me a bomb, but everynight since i bought it, i can fall asleep easier. But the problem is that I sleep alone... :-( Having some1 to share this wonderful bed would have been perfect ;-p
25. I feel easier to talk with my female friends than my male friends. Guy talk just doesn't quite suit me. yes, i'm all about the emo-ness and little pettiness ;-p And yes, I'm sensitive. I cried watching Bolt, Ice Age, Madagascar and many other films...
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Wow, i cant believe i managed to do it. I know that when tomoro comes and i re-read this post, there will be things i wished i had put it. But at the moment, this is all i can think of.
boodyboy, out!!!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
J for Jason, or is it B for boodyboy? ;-p
First letter of your name
Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 20 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Jason
2. A four Letter Word: Jiak (Hokkien for eat ;-p)
3. A boy's Name: Joseph lah... hehehe
4. A girl's Name: I'll give you 2 : Jaime Jasmine :-)
5. An occupation: Jack@$$, lol, not sure if thats a job. Hmm... Janitor
6. A color: Jingga (BM for Orange, lol)
7. Something you'll wear: Japanese Slippers
8. A food: Japanese Tofu ;-p
9. Something found in the bathroom: Jojoba Oil
10. A place: Johannesburg
11. A reason for being late: Jam!!
12. Something you'd shout: Jom!!
13. A movie title: Jaws
14. Something you drink: Juice!! (what ever fruit lah)
15. A musical group: Jonas Brothers
16. An animal: Jackass
17. A street name: Jalan Ampang (LOL i know its cheating!!).
18. A type of car: Jaguar
19. The title of a song: Jailhouse Rock (Elvis Presley)
Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 20 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Jason
2. A four Letter Word: Jiak (Hokkien for eat ;-p)
3. A boy's Name: Joseph lah... hehehe
4. A girl's Name: I'll give you 2 : Jaime Jasmine :-)
5. An occupation: Jack@$$, lol, not sure if thats a job. Hmm... Janitor
6. A color: Jingga (BM for Orange, lol)
7. Something you'll wear: Japanese Slippers
8. A food: Japanese Tofu ;-p
9. Something found in the bathroom: Jojoba Oil
10. A place: Johannesburg
11. A reason for being late: Jam!!
12. Something you'd shout: Jom!!
13. A movie title: Jaws
14. Something you drink: Juice!! (what ever fruit lah)
15. A musical group: Jonas Brothers
16. An animal: Jackass
17. A street name: Jalan Ampang (LOL i know its cheating!!).
18. A type of car: Jaguar
19. The title of a song: Jailhouse Rock (Elvis Presley)
Song for Valentines: Fall For You by Seconhand Serenade
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
It's Valentine's Day peeps!! A great song to celebrate the day, wherever you are. Wish you guys all the best. The lyrics mean a lot, to me.
Lyrics:-
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
Boody 101
001. Real name → Jason
002. Nickname(s)→ boodyboy, boody, miser thong(primary & secondary school), tong sampah( that was in primary school)
004. Zodiac sign → Saggitarius
005. Male or female → Love females
006. Primary/Elementary school→ Sekolah Sri murni and Sri Garden
007. Secondary/Middle School → Sri Garden and SMK Cheras perdana
008. Junior college/High School-> Asia Europe College
010. Hair color → Almost Ah Beng
011. Long or short → What is long and what is short. I have something which are long and short ;-p
012. Loud or Quiet → Generally a quiet attention seeker
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both though one is a necessity and the other is a hobby
015. Health freak → Bakuteh 1 day and Salad the next day
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink water lah.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Never did. Not now either
018. Eat or Drink → Eat and Drink
019. Piercings → I'm holy enough ;-p
020. Tattoos → If i ever tried tog et 1, the tattoo artist would probably have a field day playing "connect-the-dots" hahaha!!
FIRSTS:
021. First boyfriend/girlfriend → got 1st girlfriend. Still got opening for 1st boyfriend ;-p
022. First overseas trip → Singapore if i reme,ber correctly. If Penang island is condiered overseas then it would be Penang
023. First piercing → Piercing count on my body is Zero
024. First best friend → The guys working in Hong Kong now
025. First award → top 3 when i was in primary skool Std 2 or 3 i think.
026. First crush → Never had one.
027. First pet → never had one. Tortee is not mine ;-p, nor is he a pet. he's family ;-D
028. First movie watched → Cant remember. but i know its not basic instinct, hhahaha!!!
029. First handphone→ I think its a nokia 5310 or something like that. The model with the interchangeable front cover ;-p
030. First big birthday → Tak boleh ingat, but i think when i was 4 or 5 years old. if big means more than 6 ppl was there lah
MOST LOVED:
031. food→ Chinese and Italian
032. how full of myself i can be at certain times. my quick wit when it comes to talking rubbish
033. place → still looking for the perfect place. at the moment i love my bed, and some restaurants around Malaysia lah...
034. memory/event → Can't name them now, still collecting more of those, or at least trying to make more of them.
035. possession→ probably my MU jerseys, but i guess the most loved possesion i have (or used to have) is not a thing. Its a relationship
036. person→ Not many. But You know who you are, if you are there, if you exist.
037. drink→ Chinese tea baby!!, All night long!!
038. thing to do→ Read or discovering new music
039. season→ Football season. Hahahah, spring or autumn
040. phrases→ Doh!! (A la Homer simpson) Nighty night, Iddly diddly doo (Ned flanders), woopsy daisies (Hugh Grant in Notting Hill)
041. color→ Manchester United Red! Bright, attention-grabbing, contrasting colours
MOST HATED:
042. thing that others do→ too many to name them. talking cock is one of them
043. food→ i dont hate any type of food, but there are lots which i dont like to eat. Durian being one of them, although i've tasted worse things than that and i loved it.
044. place→ 11, Jalan SL 6/1 on certain times of the day. usually monday to thursday evenings when i get home, or when i'm traveling with certain people i hate, ;-p
045. phrase→ Hey lets plan a holiday!!! :-(
046. memory/event→ Still collecting them.
047.color → Dont hate any particular colour
048. thing about yourself→ My inability to help myself and others, lack of self discipline, carelessness
049.person → he who doesnt read this, although hate is a pretty strong word to use.
CURRENTLY:
050 Eating → Ate would the right word. Fried rice. 2 hours ago
051. Drinking → nothing. Water an hour ago
052. I'm about to → Scratch my legs and post this once i'm done
053. Listening to → Ady Suwardy's Izinkanlah (http://www.adysuwardy.com/)
054. Plans for today → Its already 3am on the 14th of February. Wake up early and do my laundry. Maybe get a game of badminton. and hope for my dream date to call me and ask me out for dinner. Fat chance of the last one happening ;-p
055. Waiting for → something that might end up to be fruitless. the next time I see you. my next golf practice session
YOUR FUTURE:
056. dream/aim/hope→ Too many. To be/have good luck, health, wealth and prosperity
057. retirement plans→ Open some restaurant or cafe cum financial planning office cum landlord's office
058. Want kids? → Physically ready since... hehehe ;-X
059. Want to get married? → Definitely! its never too soon if its right.
060. Career in mind → F&B Operator / Financial planner
YES OR NO:
061. abortion→ I've already admitted to being a murderer in my previous post here. So whats the issue here?
062. plastic surgery→ Hell no, unless its reconstructive surgery
063. co-habitation → Would you test drive a car before buying it?
064. homosexuality→ Not my taste but hey, whatever floats your boat.
065. divorce→ hell no!
066. migrating→ Depends on the country that wants to give me an honorary citizenship
067. gambling→ I do gamble, but trying to stay off it.
068. would you try drugs?→ Only those which my doctors prescribe
069. finders keepers→ SHould be the way!!
WHICH IS BETTER?
070. Shorter or taller? → Who wouldnt like to be taller? (exceot for those who are already more than 6 foot)
71. Lips or eyes → The eyes are the window's to one's soul
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous Romance or romacing in spotaniety
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Toned arms and abs!!
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitivity rocks!
075. Hook-up or relationship → Hookup that leads to relationship? Nah... Prefer it the other way round ;-p
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither is better
077. Hug or kiss→ Depends on who ;-p
078. Black or white→ I studied law, so, Grey!!
079. Extroverted or introverted → Depending on the situation, but i like extroverted people as they make up for my introverted-ness
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Lost? no. Broken glasses? pretty often.
081. Ran away from home → Trying to!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope
083. Killed somebody → Already mentioned i was a killer in the earlier question. Dammit!! stop making me feel guilty!!
084. Broken someone's heart → Did. And i regretted it having to allow that to happen.
085. Been arrested → Being summoned count ar?
086. watched a movie alone→ Of course!!
087. Cried when someone died → I even cry when nobody dies!
088. Cried in school → Happened before. Cant remember why though.
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Hell yes!!
090. Miracles → yes and i'm hoping for them to happen
091. Love at first sight → Hmm... not happened to me, but i do hope its true
092. Heaven → Chinese sure go to hell 1st, so there's definitely hell.
093. Santa Claus → ahhaha only those perverted santa's who flash ppl and end up in jail
094. Sex on the first date → Guess its not my luck
095. Kissing on the first date → Guess not my luck again either...
096. Hell→ I'm chinese, i have no choice. ;-p
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → The answer has to be yes. and it has been a yes for 3 weeks now... In Fact, it is yes i want that person now and forever.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → After my last post here, i guess i shouldn't complain, but of course i want more than what i have now.
099. What is one thing you did that you really regret → Really regret? Sigh, i sometimes dont regret doing them.
100. Do you believe in God → Not unless i have scientific proof.
There, finally done with it. Time to sleep now. Nighty night guys!!!
Boodyboy, out!!!
002. Nickname(s)→ boodyboy, boody, miser thong(primary & secondary school), tong sampah( that was in primary school)
004. Zodiac sign → Saggitarius
005. Male or female → Love females
006. Primary/Elementary school→ Sekolah Sri murni and Sri Garden
007. Secondary/Middle School → Sri Garden and SMK Cheras perdana
008. Junior college/High School-> Asia Europe College
010. Hair color → Almost Ah Beng
011. Long or short → What is long and what is short. I have something which are long and short ;-p
012. Loud or Quiet → Generally a quiet attention seeker
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both though one is a necessity and the other is a hobby
015. Health freak → Bakuteh 1 day and Salad the next day
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink water lah.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Never did. Not now either
018. Eat or Drink → Eat and Drink
019. Piercings → I'm holy enough ;-p
020. Tattoos → If i ever tried tog et 1, the tattoo artist would probably have a field day playing "connect-the-dots" hahaha!!
FIRSTS:
021. First boyfriend/girlfriend → got 1st girlfriend. Still got opening for 1st boyfriend ;-p
022. First overseas trip → Singapore if i reme,ber correctly. If Penang island is condiered overseas then it would be Penang
023. First piercing → Piercing count on my body is Zero
024. First best friend → The guys working in Hong Kong now
025. First award → top 3 when i was in primary skool Std 2 or 3 i think.
026. First crush → Never had one.
027. First pet → never had one. Tortee is not mine ;-p, nor is he a pet. he's family ;-D
028. First movie watched → Cant remember. but i know its not basic instinct, hhahaha!!!
029. First handphone→ I think its a nokia 5310 or something like that. The model with the interchangeable front cover ;-p
030. First big birthday → Tak boleh ingat, but i think when i was 4 or 5 years old. if big means more than 6 ppl was there lah
MOST LOVED:
031. food→ Chinese and Italian
032. how full of myself i can be at certain times. my quick wit when it comes to talking rubbish
033. place → still looking for the perfect place. at the moment i love my bed, and some restaurants around Malaysia lah...
034. memory/event → Can't name them now, still collecting more of those, or at least trying to make more of them.
035. possession→ probably my MU jerseys, but i guess the most loved possesion i have (or used to have) is not a thing. Its a relationship
036. person→ Not many. But You know who you are, if you are there, if you exist.
037. drink→ Chinese tea baby!!, All night long!!
038. thing to do→ Read or discovering new music
039. season→ Football season. Hahahah, spring or autumn
040. phrases→ Doh!! (A la Homer simpson) Nighty night, Iddly diddly doo (Ned flanders), woopsy daisies (Hugh Grant in Notting Hill)
041. color→ Manchester United Red! Bright, attention-grabbing, contrasting colours
MOST HATED:
042. thing that others do→ too many to name them. talking cock is one of them
043. food→ i dont hate any type of food, but there are lots which i dont like to eat. Durian being one of them, although i've tasted worse things than that and i loved it.
044. place→ 11, Jalan SL 6/1 on certain times of the day. usually monday to thursday evenings when i get home, or when i'm traveling with certain people i hate, ;-p
045. phrase→ Hey lets plan a holiday!!! :-(
046. memory/event→ Still collecting them.
047.color → Dont hate any particular colour
048. thing about yourself→ My inability to help myself and others, lack of self discipline, carelessness
049.person → he who doesnt read this, although hate is a pretty strong word to use.
CURRENTLY:
050 Eating → Ate would the right word. Fried rice. 2 hours ago
051. Drinking → nothing. Water an hour ago
052. I'm about to → Scratch my legs and post this once i'm done
053. Listening to → Ady Suwardy's Izinkanlah (http://www.adysuwardy.com/)
054. Plans for today → Its already 3am on the 14th of February. Wake up early and do my laundry. Maybe get a game of badminton. and hope for my dream date to call me and ask me out for dinner. Fat chance of the last one happening ;-p
055. Waiting for → something that might end up to be fruitless. the next time I see you. my next golf practice session
YOUR FUTURE:
056. dream/aim/hope→ Too many. To be/have good luck, health, wealth and prosperity
057. retirement plans→ Open some restaurant or cafe cum financial planning office cum landlord's office
058. Want kids? → Physically ready since... hehehe ;-X
059. Want to get married? → Definitely! its never too soon if its right.
060. Career in mind → F&B Operator / Financial planner
YES OR NO:
061. abortion→ I've already admitted to being a murderer in my previous post here. So whats the issue here?
062. plastic surgery→ Hell no, unless its reconstructive surgery
063. co-habitation → Would you test drive a car before buying it?
064. homosexuality→ Not my taste but hey, whatever floats your boat.
065. divorce→ hell no!
066. migrating→ Depends on the country that wants to give me an honorary citizenship
067. gambling→ I do gamble, but trying to stay off it.
068. would you try drugs?→ Only those which my doctors prescribe
069. finders keepers→ SHould be the way!!
WHICH IS BETTER?
070. Shorter or taller? → Who wouldnt like to be taller? (exceot for those who are already more than 6 foot)
71. Lips or eyes → The eyes are the window's to one's soul
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous Romance or romacing in spotaniety
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Toned arms and abs!!
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitivity rocks!
075. Hook-up or relationship → Hookup that leads to relationship? Nah... Prefer it the other way round ;-p
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither is better
077. Hug or kiss→ Depends on who ;-p
078. Black or white→ I studied law, so, Grey!!
079. Extroverted or introverted → Depending on the situation, but i like extroverted people as they make up for my introverted-ness
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Lost? no. Broken glasses? pretty often.
081. Ran away from home → Trying to!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope
083. Killed somebody → Already mentioned i was a killer in the earlier question. Dammit!! stop making me feel guilty!!
084. Broken someone's heart → Did. And i regretted it having to allow that to happen.
085. Been arrested → Being summoned count ar?
086. watched a movie alone→ Of course!!
087. Cried when someone died → I even cry when nobody dies!
088. Cried in school → Happened before. Cant remember why though.
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Hell yes!!
090. Miracles → yes and i'm hoping for them to happen
091. Love at first sight → Hmm... not happened to me, but i do hope its true
092. Heaven → Chinese sure go to hell 1st, so there's definitely hell.
093. Santa Claus → ahhaha only those perverted santa's who flash ppl and end up in jail
094. Sex on the first date → Guess its not my luck
095. Kissing on the first date → Guess not my luck again either...
096. Hell→ I'm chinese, i have no choice. ;-p
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → The answer has to be yes. and it has been a yes for 3 weeks now... In Fact, it is yes i want that person now and forever.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → After my last post here, i guess i shouldn't complain, but of course i want more than what i have now.
099. What is one thing you did that you really regret → Really regret? Sigh, i sometimes dont regret doing them.
100. Do you believe in God → Not unless i have scientific proof.
There, finally done with it. Time to sleep now. Nighty night guys!!!
Boodyboy, out!!!
A dozen ideas; lessons in life...
...I had earlier while i was watching tv and reading the papers. now that i've sat myself in front of the computer my mind goes blank. What the hell did i want to talk about just now? Oh well, since i've forgotten, might as well continue some random blabber. Well the only thing i managed to remember is i wanted to say something like, erm,... well it would contain a paragraph like this:-
" I'm a ship, out in the sea, in the eye of a storm. In the total darkness i seek the warm rays of light house. Looking for a port to call home. Suddenly, i catch a sight of the light in the distance and then i start to steer towards the lighthouse, thinking that it would lead me to salvation. And once i'm close, the light suddenly goes off! And now i'm lost again, knowing i'm near land but also in grave danger cause i might be near the cliffs or shallow water, which will cause my boat to run aground. Now the my ship is left in a more precarious situation, just as lost, but in more danger than i previously was."
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Wasn't that deep? LOL!!
Oh well, anyways, since i cant remember, back to some random rambling below:-
1. People who make plans are people who are very insecure. Had they been so sure of themselves, they never have to plan anything at all. it would just fall into place or things will work out themselves. Wrong!!! The people who dont bother to make any plans are people who usually take things for granted. They always think that things will always work in their favour and they should just wing it. When things dont go their way, some will whine about it. Don't whine, you probably deserve it. These people are probably too spoilt cause they have things their way too often that they can't appreciate the fact that life is uncertain and that not everything will go your way if you don't plan for them to work in your favour.
2. Somethings cannot be taken for granted. This especially applies to some ppl who are not grateful for what they have already. Sometimes it is jsut right in front of them all the time and they continue whining and complaining. They forget how lucky they are and how well people have treated them. Yet they do nothing in return and expect people to treat them the same way. And finally, when the other party gets sick of being under appreciated and decides to move on, then the person (might) realise that they have not been putting up enough effort or showing enough gratitude all along. To those who have learnt their lesson and have made changes to their lives, I salute you for realising that the world does not revolve around you. Start paying attention to the people around you, especially to those who have been treating you well. Give them the credit they deserve, not just lip service. To those who still dont learn, well they wouldn't know what hit them anyway. they would still continue complaining but now to a different person who is willing to listen as the others who used to stand by them has left for good. That person wouldnt even know that this paragraph is dedicated to them even as they read it now. ;-p
3. Be honest and truthful to yourself and everyone you love. Dont give people false hope or even worse, leave them hanging by a thread. When you have chosen some1 to love, please do not go and continue leaving your heart open to other people. That would be unfair for the people you love and the people who love you. If you cant be fair to them, be honest, at the very least. Don't ever settle for them and use the excuse i" did it only because of you" shit to them. Not only is it insulting to them, it hurts as hell. If you can't grow up and decide what you want in a relationship, then don't get into one. Cause it would be akin to letting a kid play with fire. SOmebody's gonna get some real hurtin'.
3.5 And again, dont ever tell people what they want to hear jsut because you feel "obligated" to tell them. Dont tell them things you dont really mean (sometimes, people do it, out of compassion and love i.e. You are a really good singer). Telling them these lies and encouraging them will only lead them to believe that what you make of them is really true. And when they finally find out that it was wrong or fake, you will break the persons heart and could as well, embarass the person.
4. Had dinner with my friend earlier and we started chatting. And one of the things I told him was to start acting like an adult. We are all adults and if we wish to be treated as one, we need to show that we are capable of making decisions, no matter how painful that is. Being an adult means making decisions and being responsible for them. Avoiding responsibilities is just plain childish. Of course a lot of things make you feel good. But you cant have them all, and thats a fact of life.
4.5 Just because you want everything that feels good to you doesnt mean it is fair for others. We are not 5 year olds. We cannot play with one toy and then, at the next moment pick up another toy we like, or play with all the toys just because it makes us feel good. You cannot just simply dump toys everywhere as and when you like and pick them up whenever you feel like it. You are in fact being selfish as you are only thinking of yourself. Have you thought of how others will feel when they find out you are taking more than your fair share? There is a saying in hokkien, which when loosely translated means, when you are a soldier, you cannot be afraid of the gun. What that means is that you must know what you are getting yourself into and cannot be afraid of the consequences.
5. Sigh, but then again, who am i to say so many things and try to teach people how to behave? I'm not that good of a person after all. I am after all, been known to some people as a murderer or killer. And no, it doesn't sit well with me after i found out about the gravity of what i have done. Maybe the reason i am where i am is because i deserved it. And i always wondered what i did to deserve to be in the situation i am in. I have always thought i have not done much wrong and sin in my life. But I just realised tonight, there are things i have done last time without a blink of the eye and I have changed history somewhat. I guess if this is the punishment for what i have done sometime ago, i guess i shouldn't complain after all, since it isn't so bad compared to what i've done. Its probably bad karma coming back to bite me. I guess thats what happens to people who destroy the fruits of other people's labour.
6. Now that I've jsut realised the gravity of my mistake, I dont know how i'm going to live the rest of my life. It didnt seem like a mistake, and it doesnt feel like a mistake, but that doesnt mean it isn't. I really thought i did the right thing at that moment in time. To save lives. At the expense of others. I guess having all the money in the world wouldnt save me from what i;ve done, but i guess, i'll jsut have to live my life and try to make as much amends as i can while i am still living and breathing.
7. I guess i deserve what i'm getting at the moment. I cant complain. I was given a ray of light. I followed the light from the lighthouse. I believed that it would finally take me home. Now the lights are fading and i'm getting worried. What should i do? The signals are weak, and i'm left grasping at hopes that i would find home, but now am in more despair then ever. Do i deserve a stronger light from the lighthouse? I don't know. maybe thats what i deserve to get. Payback's a b****! Sigh, just karma, i guess.
Boodyboy, out [for the count :-( ]!!!
" I'm a ship, out in the sea, in the eye of a storm. In the total darkness i seek the warm rays of light house. Looking for a port to call home. Suddenly, i catch a sight of the light in the distance and then i start to steer towards the lighthouse, thinking that it would lead me to salvation. And once i'm close, the light suddenly goes off! And now i'm lost again, knowing i'm near land but also in grave danger cause i might be near the cliffs or shallow water, which will cause my boat to run aground. Now the my ship is left in a more precarious situation, just as lost, but in more danger than i previously was."
*****************************************
Wasn't that deep? LOL!!
Oh well, anyways, since i cant remember, back to some random rambling below:-
1. People who make plans are people who are very insecure. Had they been so sure of themselves, they never have to plan anything at all. it would just fall into place or things will work out themselves. Wrong!!! The people who dont bother to make any plans are people who usually take things for granted. They always think that things will always work in their favour and they should just wing it. When things dont go their way, some will whine about it. Don't whine, you probably deserve it. These people are probably too spoilt cause they have things their way too often that they can't appreciate the fact that life is uncertain and that not everything will go your way if you don't plan for them to work in your favour.
2. Somethings cannot be taken for granted. This especially applies to some ppl who are not grateful for what they have already. Sometimes it is jsut right in front of them all the time and they continue whining and complaining. They forget how lucky they are and how well people have treated them. Yet they do nothing in return and expect people to treat them the same way. And finally, when the other party gets sick of being under appreciated and decides to move on, then the person (might) realise that they have not been putting up enough effort or showing enough gratitude all along. To those who have learnt their lesson and have made changes to their lives, I salute you for realising that the world does not revolve around you. Start paying attention to the people around you, especially to those who have been treating you well. Give them the credit they deserve, not just lip service. To those who still dont learn, well they wouldn't know what hit them anyway. they would still continue complaining but now to a different person who is willing to listen as the others who used to stand by them has left for good. That person wouldnt even know that this paragraph is dedicated to them even as they read it now. ;-p
3. Be honest and truthful to yourself and everyone you love. Dont give people false hope or even worse, leave them hanging by a thread. When you have chosen some1 to love, please do not go and continue leaving your heart open to other people. That would be unfair for the people you love and the people who love you. If you cant be fair to them, be honest, at the very least. Don't ever settle for them and use the excuse i" did it only because of you" shit to them. Not only is it insulting to them, it hurts as hell. If you can't grow up and decide what you want in a relationship, then don't get into one. Cause it would be akin to letting a kid play with fire. SOmebody's gonna get some real hurtin'.
3.5 And again, dont ever tell people what they want to hear jsut because you feel "obligated" to tell them. Dont tell them things you dont really mean (sometimes, people do it, out of compassion and love i.e. You are a really good singer). Telling them these lies and encouraging them will only lead them to believe that what you make of them is really true. And when they finally find out that it was wrong or fake, you will break the persons heart and could as well, embarass the person.
4. Had dinner with my friend earlier and we started chatting. And one of the things I told him was to start acting like an adult. We are all adults and if we wish to be treated as one, we need to show that we are capable of making decisions, no matter how painful that is. Being an adult means making decisions and being responsible for them. Avoiding responsibilities is just plain childish. Of course a lot of things make you feel good. But you cant have them all, and thats a fact of life.
4.5 Just because you want everything that feels good to you doesnt mean it is fair for others. We are not 5 year olds. We cannot play with one toy and then, at the next moment pick up another toy we like, or play with all the toys just because it makes us feel good. You cannot just simply dump toys everywhere as and when you like and pick them up whenever you feel like it. You are in fact being selfish as you are only thinking of yourself. Have you thought of how others will feel when they find out you are taking more than your fair share? There is a saying in hokkien, which when loosely translated means, when you are a soldier, you cannot be afraid of the gun. What that means is that you must know what you are getting yourself into and cannot be afraid of the consequences.
5. Sigh, but then again, who am i to say so many things and try to teach people how to behave? I'm not that good of a person after all. I am after all, been known to some people as a murderer or killer. And no, it doesn't sit well with me after i found out about the gravity of what i have done. Maybe the reason i am where i am is because i deserved it. And i always wondered what i did to deserve to be in the situation i am in. I have always thought i have not done much wrong and sin in my life. But I just realised tonight, there are things i have done last time without a blink of the eye and I have changed history somewhat. I guess if this is the punishment for what i have done sometime ago, i guess i shouldn't complain after all, since it isn't so bad compared to what i've done. Its probably bad karma coming back to bite me. I guess thats what happens to people who destroy the fruits of other people's labour.
6. Now that I've jsut realised the gravity of my mistake, I dont know how i'm going to live the rest of my life. It didnt seem like a mistake, and it doesnt feel like a mistake, but that doesnt mean it isn't. I really thought i did the right thing at that moment in time. To save lives. At the expense of others. I guess having all the money in the world wouldnt save me from what i;ve done, but i guess, i'll jsut have to live my life and try to make as much amends as i can while i am still living and breathing.
7. I guess i deserve what i'm getting at the moment. I cant complain. I was given a ray of light. I followed the light from the lighthouse. I believed that it would finally take me home. Now the lights are fading and i'm getting worried. What should i do? The signals are weak, and i'm left grasping at hopes that i would find home, but now am in more despair then ever. Do i deserve a stronger light from the lighthouse? I don't know. maybe thats what i deserve to get. Payback's a b****! Sigh, just karma, i guess.
Boodyboy, out [for the count :-( ]!!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Painful, paintball weekend
Well, it wasn't exactly painful in a physical manner.
Kicked off the weekend going to the gym to work out before beating the jam to reach Bandar Sri Damansara by 8pm.
Lucky i arrived with time to spare. Since JT had already Tarpau-ed dinner (KFC :( ) we just had KFC while waiting for the others to arrive. And of course, that was the main reason why we had KFC, cause it was a friday night and every1 would arrive at different times, hence it would be difficult for us to go out for dinner together.
In the meantime, we were entertained by JT's pet of 5 months, a cute little Schnauzer by the name of JJ. He was a very cute and fun pet, rarely making even a bark while he playfully ran around the house chasing the balls we threw at him. Even his fur was silky soft. And since the floor was nicely mopped clean, we enjoyed seeing him run and slide all over the floor, hahaha!! When he was tired, he would just lie flat on the floor with both front and hind legs stretched out.
Once every1 arrived we chatted and did lots of catching up as we have not met some for about 1 year already. Then it was back to the regular CNY business of investing/ speculating/ gambling. Most of them decided to play texas hold 'em style poker, which i'm totally unfamiliar with. It was made famous in the James Bond movie "Casino Royale". SO a few of us got a quick lesson in how to play. Well, all in all, i was taught a lesson during the game and i was the first to lose all my money. Didnt like the game at all, hahaha
Then later the few of us who lost all our money played mahjong while waiting for the rest to finish the poker game. And by 12 most of them have decided to go back since they were already tired from work. The 4 of us remained to play "In Between" which, again I lost (only due to 1 very unfortunate turn). I cant complain about being unlucky cause i won most of the time, just not in huge amounts, LOL!! But it sure hurts like hell!!
So yes, i felt the pain from a financial perspective. Later we went to McD's for a quick drink, which was of course financed partly by me cause i lost the most. By the time I got back to JT's place it was about 3 something in the morning. I crashed at about 4am while JT was still DOTA-ing till god knows what time.
By the time i woke up it was 8am and i jumped out of bed. QUickly took a quick shower and packed my stuff. Thanked JT for allowing me to crash at his place (although he promised to take me out for breakfast, but we both overslept).
Headed towards Tanamera Paintball park located somewhere in Sungai Buloh (its actually along the way towards kuala selangor). The place was quite easy to find and only 20 minutes from JT's place in Sri Damansara. It would have taken me an hours drive from Sg Long.
Arrived the at about 9.45 and waited for the rest of our gang to arrive. The arrived at about 10.20am and we duly registered for our gear. We then had a briefing before we headed to our first game in a map they called Lake Placid. It was a 40 vs 40 player map, with pros and newbie playing together in a elimination style match. That kind asucked cause I ddint stand a chance playing against them. Our side lost the game and then we switched sides. Of course then i still sucked so we lost again. Then we breaked for lunch. During our long break i had the chance to practice my shooting at the practice range.
When we had our own private game, it was more fun cause all of us were newbies and we had the same equipment, lol!! So that was a great 2 hours of fun. Some came back with bad bruises. I thought i didnt get any, but during a shower just now, i just realised i had a bruise on the inside of my right arm, above the elbow. Well, thats a small injury compared to those I've seen. And Good considered i got shot thrice in the head and survived ;-p!!
Woke yo this morning having to rush from market to Tesco and then back to the market as my mum invited a few relatives and friends over. Then fried sambal continuosly till my arms were tired... But glad it was all worth it sinc esome of my "investments" paid off earlier. Though they weren;t enough to cover the huge losses on Friday night, i can't complain at all.
Hopefully, I'll get a chance to go witness the orange throwing event in Cheras tomoro in conjunction with CHap Goh Mei. Any1 wants to follow me? heheh...
Kicked off the weekend going to the gym to work out before beating the jam to reach Bandar Sri Damansara by 8pm.
Lucky i arrived with time to spare. Since JT had already Tarpau-ed dinner (KFC :( ) we just had KFC while waiting for the others to arrive. And of course, that was the main reason why we had KFC, cause it was a friday night and every1 would arrive at different times, hence it would be difficult for us to go out for dinner together.
In the meantime, we were entertained by JT's pet of 5 months, a cute little Schnauzer by the name of JJ. He was a very cute and fun pet, rarely making even a bark while he playfully ran around the house chasing the balls we threw at him. Even his fur was silky soft. And since the floor was nicely mopped clean, we enjoyed seeing him run and slide all over the floor, hahaha!! When he was tired, he would just lie flat on the floor with both front and hind legs stretched out.
Once every1 arrived we chatted and did lots of catching up as we have not met some for about 1 year already. Then it was back to the regular CNY business of investing/ speculating/ gambling. Most of them decided to play texas hold 'em style poker, which i'm totally unfamiliar with. It was made famous in the James Bond movie "Casino Royale". SO a few of us got a quick lesson in how to play. Well, all in all, i was taught a lesson during the game and i was the first to lose all my money. Didnt like the game at all, hahaha
Then later the few of us who lost all our money played mahjong while waiting for the rest to finish the poker game. And by 12 most of them have decided to go back since they were already tired from work. The 4 of us remained to play "In Between" which, again I lost (only due to 1 very unfortunate turn). I cant complain about being unlucky cause i won most of the time, just not in huge amounts, LOL!! But it sure hurts like hell!!
So yes, i felt the pain from a financial perspective. Later we went to McD's for a quick drink, which was of course financed partly by me cause i lost the most. By the time I got back to JT's place it was about 3 something in the morning. I crashed at about 4am while JT was still DOTA-ing till god knows what time.
By the time i woke up it was 8am and i jumped out of bed. QUickly took a quick shower and packed my stuff. Thanked JT for allowing me to crash at his place (although he promised to take me out for breakfast, but we both overslept).
Headed towards Tanamera Paintball park located somewhere in Sungai Buloh (its actually along the way towards kuala selangor). The place was quite easy to find and only 20 minutes from JT's place in Sri Damansara. It would have taken me an hours drive from Sg Long.
Arrived the at about 9.45 and waited for the rest of our gang to arrive. The arrived at about 10.20am and we duly registered for our gear. We then had a briefing before we headed to our first game in a map they called Lake Placid. It was a 40 vs 40 player map, with pros and newbie playing together in a elimination style match. That kind asucked cause I ddint stand a chance playing against them. Our side lost the game and then we switched sides. Of course then i still sucked so we lost again. Then we breaked for lunch. During our long break i had the chance to practice my shooting at the practice range.
When we had our own private game, it was more fun cause all of us were newbies and we had the same equipment, lol!! So that was a great 2 hours of fun. Some came back with bad bruises. I thought i didnt get any, but during a shower just now, i just realised i had a bruise on the inside of my right arm, above the elbow. Well, thats a small injury compared to those I've seen. And Good considered i got shot thrice in the head and survived ;-p!!
Woke yo this morning having to rush from market to Tesco and then back to the market as my mum invited a few relatives and friends over. Then fried sambal continuosly till my arms were tired... But glad it was all worth it sinc esome of my "investments" paid off earlier. Though they weren;t enough to cover the huge losses on Friday night, i can't complain at all.
Hopefully, I'll get a chance to go witness the orange throwing event in Cheras tomoro in conjunction with CHap Goh Mei. Any1 wants to follow me? heheh...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Tagged: questionairre
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to answer the questions and at the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type answers, tag 20 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
1) Were you named after anyone?
Don't know. Jason was the name in trend then i guess.
2) When was the last time you cried?
When i was driving, hundreds or thousands of hours ago.
3) Do you like your handwriting?
Nobody liked mine, so I have no choice but to like it
4) What is your favourite lunch meat?
The same piece of meat I'd like for breakfast and dinner and supper.
5) Do you have kids?
Physically ready and able to have kids. hahahah!!
6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
Hmmm... who doesn't want to be friends with the greatest guy ever lived?
7) Do you use sarcasm?
OOh all the time!! In a funny way :-)
8) Do you still have your tonsils?
Still very much intact
9) Would you bungee jump?
For who? How much? Whats in it for me? Jump off where?
10) What is your favourite cereal?
Cornflakes
11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Duh...
12) What is your fav ice-cream?
Ben and Jerry's
13) What is the first thing you notice about people?
Their facial features
14) Red or pink?
Red. Glory glory Man United!!
15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
Indiscipline
16) Who do you miss the most?
You! Yes you! Reading this post now!!! You know in your heart i miss you!!
17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
I doubt any1 will read this or even bother about me tagging them here.
18) What colour of pants n shoes are your wearing?
Shades of grey. Bare-footed, brand- Boodyfoot
19) What are you listening right now?
The fan of my CPU and ESPN SportsCenter
20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Yer... I hate crayons!! I like red...
21) Favourite smells?
The smell of fresh air in a cool weathered country side
22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
The person who last talked to her best friend on the phone
23)Do you like the person who sent you this?
Like? Like? Definitely the wrong word to use... Words cannot describe wan lah
24) Favourite sports to watch?
Football, Tennis, 9 ball Pool. Golf
25) Hair colour?Semi Ah Beng Brown
26) Eye colour?
Brown
27)Do you wear contacts?
Depends on the occassion
28) Favourite food?
Terlalu banyak, i have plenty of foods that i like to eat, some i can eat for breakfast lunch dinner and supper, hehehe Yummy!!!
28) Scary or happy endings?
Unsolved endings or happy endings
29) Last movie you watched?
Bolt, wait or was it Ip Man? Well it was 1 day after another.
30) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
Not wearing anything now ;-p
$1) Summer or winter?
Mediterranean weather. Spring and Autmn definitely
32) Favourite dessert?
Muahahah!!! Too sinful to mention
33) Most likely to respond?
No1
34) Least likely to respond?
every1
35) What book are you reading?
book? dont remember the last time i read a book. newspaper can count ar?
36) What is on your mousepad?
Dont even have a mousepad. THis questionairre must be out dated
37) What did you watch last night?
Fireworks, and the bird that is resting in her nest, incubating her eggs in my bamboo tree
38) Rolling Stones? Beatles?
Definitely Beatles, have all their albums!!
39) Where is the furthest you have been from home?
China? Aussie? Almost same distance i guess
40) Do you have a special talent?
I'm special, so anything i do is special
41) Where were you born?
Kuala Lumpur Chinese Maternity Hospital
42) Whose answers are you looking forward getting back?
I guess, no1 will respond to this anyway, so i guess got nothing and no1 to look forward to lor...
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type answers, tag 20 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
1) Were you named after anyone?
Don't know. Jason was the name in trend then i guess.
2) When was the last time you cried?
When i was driving, hundreds or thousands of hours ago.
3) Do you like your handwriting?
Nobody liked mine, so I have no choice but to like it
4) What is your favourite lunch meat?
The same piece of meat I'd like for breakfast and dinner and supper.
5) Do you have kids?
Physically ready and able to have kids. hahahah!!
6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
Hmmm... who doesn't want to be friends with the greatest guy ever lived?
7) Do you use sarcasm?
OOh all the time!! In a funny way :-)
8) Do you still have your tonsils?
Still very much intact
9) Would you bungee jump?
For who? How much? Whats in it for me? Jump off where?
10) What is your favourite cereal?
Cornflakes
11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Duh...
12) What is your fav ice-cream?
Ben and Jerry's
13) What is the first thing you notice about people?
Their facial features
14) Red or pink?
Red. Glory glory Man United!!
15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
Indiscipline
16) Who do you miss the most?
You! Yes you! Reading this post now!!! You know in your heart i miss you!!
17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
I doubt any1 will read this or even bother about me tagging them here.
18) What colour of pants n shoes are your wearing?
Shades of grey. Bare-footed, brand- Boodyfoot
19) What are you listening right now?
The fan of my CPU and ESPN SportsCenter
20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Yer... I hate crayons!! I like red...
21) Favourite smells?
The smell of fresh air in a cool weathered country side
22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
The person who last talked to her best friend on the phone
23)Do you like the person who sent you this?
Like? Like? Definitely the wrong word to use... Words cannot describe wan lah
24) Favourite sports to watch?
Football, Tennis, 9 ball Pool. Golf
25) Hair colour?Semi Ah Beng Brown
26) Eye colour?
Brown
27)Do you wear contacts?
Depends on the occassion
28) Favourite food?
Terlalu banyak, i have plenty of foods that i like to eat, some i can eat for breakfast lunch dinner and supper, hehehe Yummy!!!
28) Scary or happy endings?
Unsolved endings or happy endings
29) Last movie you watched?
Bolt, wait or was it Ip Man? Well it was 1 day after another.
30) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
Not wearing anything now ;-p
$1) Summer or winter?
Mediterranean weather. Spring and Autmn definitely
32) Favourite dessert?
Muahahah!!! Too sinful to mention
33) Most likely to respond?
No1
34) Least likely to respond?
every1
35) What book are you reading?
book? dont remember the last time i read a book. newspaper can count ar?
36) What is on your mousepad?
Dont even have a mousepad. THis questionairre must be out dated
37) What did you watch last night?
Fireworks, and the bird that is resting in her nest, incubating her eggs in my bamboo tree
38) Rolling Stones? Beatles?
Definitely Beatles, have all their albums!!
39) Where is the furthest you have been from home?
China? Aussie? Almost same distance i guess
40) Do you have a special talent?
I'm special, so anything i do is special
41) Where were you born?
Kuala Lumpur Chinese Maternity Hospital
42) Whose answers are you looking forward getting back?
I guess, no1 will respond to this anyway, so i guess got nothing and no1 to look forward to lor...
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